hey guys, i wanted to make sure i still blogged that way i could still be apart of the class. As you know i finished at MHS and so now i'm a student at MJC. Its all really different and i like how my days flow. I go to school monday through thursday and i have Theatre and Human Sexualities on mondays and wednesdays then psychology on tuesdays and thursdays.
But i'm starting to think that i'm not smart enough for college, for example in psychology we have to write debate papers on whether America is in a moral decline and i didn't really even know what that meant. I feel so dumb, i don't even understand what i'm supposed to read in my textbook, its like its all in another language. Then of course i have Trevor in my classes and he makes me feel even more stupid because he actually understands everything. He give me a feeling of competition like we have to compete to see who's smarter. So, i can't tell him that i don't understand.
i feel like i'm just not cut out for this and it sucks...