Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Rant #1
So basically I am graduating early this year and it really sucks that a lot of people aren't supportive of my decision. Everyone keeps telling me that its not worth it because I will be missing out on my senior year and everyone is thinking of every excuse and reason to get me to stay all year instead of being happy for me. Sometimes, people who don't know me that well will reply with "that's cool" but I know what they are really thinking. I worked really hard in order to have the opportunity. I have been taking summer school every summer (including summer before freshman year) in order to get all my credits early. Some people think that the only reason why I want to leave school early is because Trevor graduated last year. When that is not a reason. We do perfectly fine with me being in school now and we could easily do for a full year. I had been working towards this goal for almost four years, way before Trevor came into the picture. Quite frankly I'm proud of myself but it would be a lot easier to enjoy the last three months I have here at Manteca High if my friends and teachers were more supportive and we actually proud of me. I try to ignore the rude comments I get about how I'm not enjoying my life or that I'm growing up too fast but when you hear it every day it starts to bring you down...
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I actually envy you on this. I wish i would have had the drive to get ahead like you have. It's a great opportunity for you to get ahead in whatever career you choose to pursue and that's great! For whatever reason you choose to graduate early, if it makes you happy then it's the right thing. Don't worry about those who don't support you because you know the few that do are the ones that truly want to see you happy :)
ReplyDeleteto my dearest best friend. i hope you understand that i am supportive of your situation but i dont like when you talk about it because it reminds me of the fact that im not gonna see you every other class second semester. you are one of my very best friends and i enjoy having classes with you and im going to miss you very much when you leave me at the school for a lot of months all by myself... but you know i love you... dont hate me ok? hahah right you hate me? im the hater. hahah we gotta bugg steviepoo mcbabyruble all week just letting you know... oh and i really feel the anger behind this piece. good job
ReplyDeleteOf course I don't hate you, Nici. I'll always love and care about you. I hope that eventually someday you and I can maybe work things out and become friends again. That would mean everything to me, because I really hate not knowing you. I love you so much girlie. And thanks for the happy birthday, today has been amazing. When I went to Sephora I instantly thought of you :)
ReplyDeleteawhhh lovess!! I support you all the way!! Hell if I could graduate half a year early I hella would lol im not a school person at all. I hate the fact we only have a few more games to cheer together at though :( it makes me sad thinking about you leaving soo soon! I know this it what you really want to do though and hella I say go for it girl!! Don't let anyone get in the way of your dreams! Your a smart, beautiful girl who is for sure going places in life. Take advantage of that my love! but dont forget about us manteca kids :)
ReplyDeleteI love you<3