Thursday, August 26, 2010
How do I fix this?
So basically, I feel like my home is an apartment complex. My room is my apartment and my parents are just my neighbors who I'm forced to make conversation with if our paths ever cross. I avoid these moments at all costs. Im barely ever "home", instead I choose to be at Trevors, cheer practice, fairfeild with alejandra or even in Castro valley with trevor at his dads. My mom tells me she misses talking to me but that's what she said last time and I would hardly call arguing a conversation. I try to be the bigger person and have a civilized conversation but she won't listen to me. Ever. So I come home at ten on school nights and twelve on weekends, I wake in my "apartment" avoid my neighbors, do my chores, and leave. I don't want to be here, and I hate that I don't have a relationship with my mom. I feel horible and guilty, I don't know what to do..
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well honestly i dont know what you should do. when it comes down to it you can try to have a healthy relationship with your family but in the end the effort has to come from both sides of the specturm. and if they arent willing to be able to talk to you freely about your problems and make you feel at home when your at your house i dont know what to say.. you know im always here if you need to get outta the house. but yeah. all i can say is try that makes the ball in your court rather than it being all on your shoulders.
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